In Limbo

I don't know what I look like so I can't picture it
The person I think I am isn't what I wanted
For you and for your sake I can't just be so honest
I decide which person to be before you call it

Harder than I thought
I take up space a lot
I thought that I was sick
It turns out I'm just dumb
I contemplate a break
But pass out on the run
I'm starving myself thin
And sucking on my thumb

Is it wrong to fall in love while waiting to die
I just want to live long enough for your eyes

Well I can't do it
I knew I couldn't
Little lies to fake it
Every night, escape it

I was never permanent until today
You will love mе even if you lose my facе
I never believed in saving myself first
When I was a kid I never understood
Cause I can't do it
I knew I couldn't
You're all I wanted
I saw it coming

Is it wrong to fall in love while waiting to die
(Harder than I thought)
(I take up space a lot)
I just want to live long enough for your eyes

I contemplate a break but pass out on the run
(Harder than I thought)
(I take up space a lot)
(I contemplate a break but pass out on the run)