Spite

[00:08.17] At the core
[00:11.03] I despise myself
[00:16.26] Outside opinions and stinging precision
[00:19.56] I despise myself
[00:26.61] Strings winding through my skin
[00:29.49] Direct me
[00:32.43] Connected to a grin
[00:35.82] I'm forcing
[00:38.75]
[00:43.97] I really hate what I'm saying
[00:49.22] Send all my memories back with all the things
[00:53.93] I don't deserve
[00:56.24] Distraught dark thoughts back on
[01:01.43] I'm found frail
[01:06.69] Feeling like a walking stigma
[01:12.19] Lacking self esteem
[01:14.99] Finite fail
[01:20.06] Am I the only one against me
[01:25.56] Trusting a disease?
[01:29.13] Dark thoughts back on
[01:32.44] A little darker this time
[01:36.54] Anticipation of rejection
[01:41.52] I'm holding hands with self-doubt
[01:45.37] Hide the stigma
[01:53.68] I was not always this way
[02:20.40] Harem scare 'em!
[02:28.64] Yeah
[02:42.00] Send back all the things
[02:44.57] I'll only burn
[02:46.76] Watch me walking backwards
[03:00.97] I'm found frail
[03:12.87] Finite fail
[03:17.73] Am I only one against me?
[03:22.00] Trusting a disease
[03:25.43] As I despise myself?
[03:28.80] I despise myself
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