Let Light Be Light

[00:07.93] My brain feels heavy like too much TV
[00:11.58] It's weighing on me like a pound of concrete
[00:15.17] I know he wants me and that makes me happy
[00:18.55] So why do I feel so weird?
[00:24.19] It's foggy in my head like clouds in a storm
[00:27.73] The wind's picking up
[00:29.47] I'm bolting my shit to the floor
[00:31.76] But when I'm with him my shit gets ignored
[00:34.75] Is that why I feel so weird?
[00:40.53] I'm alone almost every night and
[00:44.15] I don't know if I'm processing right
[00:47.24] But my therapist says
[00:48.60] To just let light be light
[00:50.76] So I'm letting him stay around
[00:54.57] I think that he's good for me
[00:56.91] This boy that I found
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[01:05.78] I don't like getting attached
[01:09.05] It makes me feel like I've done something bad
[01:12.31] 'Cause I'm not dependent and I know that
[01:16.03] So why am I scared I'm reliving
[01:18.51] That part of my past?
[01:23.87] I'm alone almost every night and
[01:27.39] I don't know if I'm processing right
[01:30.39] But my therapist says
[01:31.89] To just let light be light
[01:34.02] So I'm letting him stay around
[01:37.63] I think that he's good for me
[01:40.28] This boy that I found
[01:44.35] Oh, I think that he's good for me
[01:47.34] This boy that I found
[01:49.90] Is this what it supposed to feel like?
[01:55.99] Is this what it supposed to feel like?
[02:02.82] Is this what it supposed to feel like?
[02:10.08] Is this what it supposed to feel like?
[02:19.75] 'Cause I'm alone almost every night and
[02:23.82] I don't know if I'm processing right
[02:26.61] But my therapist says
[02:28.32] To just let light be light
[02:30.49] So I'm letting him stay around
[02:35.47] I think that he's good for me
[02:38.35] This boy that I found
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[02:45.84] This boy that I found
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