The Great Disappointment

[01:18.29] I can remember a place I used to go
[01:24.01] Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful
[01:29.40] I can remember, I searched for the amaranth
[01:34.62] I'd shut my eyes to see
[01:44.99] Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones
[01:49.96] I knew they would appear, saw not a single one
[01:55.32] Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently
[02:00.23] I'd make a wish and bleed
[02:09.65] While I waited I was wasting away
[02:17.80] While I waited I was wasting away
[02:32.42] I can remember, dreamt them so vividly
[02:37.24] Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me
[02:42.60] I can remember when I first realized
[02:47.44] Dreams were the only place to see them
[02:56.72] While I waited I was wasting away
[03:04.37] While I waited I was wasting away
[03:12.51] While I waited I was wasting away
[03:18.83] Hope was wasting away, faith was wasting away, I was wasting away
[03:35.62] I never, never wanted this, always wanted to believe
[03:39.53] I never, never wanted this, how could I have become?
[03:43.41] I never, never wanted this, from the start I'd been deceived
[03:47.14] I never, never wanted this, how could I have become?
[03:51.18] I never, never wanted this, I always wanted to believe
[03:54.60] I never, never wanted this
[03:58.78] I never, never wanted this, from the start I'd been deceived
[04:02.58] I never, never wanted this
[04:07.45] Inside a crumbling effigy
[04:12.34] But you promised
[04:17.39] So dies all innocence
[04:22.24] But you promised me
[04:50.61] While I waited I was wasting away
[04:58.39] While I waited I was wasting away
[05:06.05] While I waited I was wasting away
[05:13.12] Hope was wasting away, faith was wasting away, I was wasting away
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