LEAD

I'm always stuck inside my head
Late nights I wanna fill it with lead
Not forgetting what you said
That I'd be better off dead

I don't care anymore
I spilled Red Bull all on the floor
Can't fucking do this anymore

I fucking hate whores
They make me so miserable
Don't know what's in store
But their stature is so killable
Don't know why they're breathing
I'm still fucking seething
I can't keep believing
That this shit is worth living

It's 3 in the morning drinking Red Bull like it's water
Stuck on my phone giving likes too all these girls with no fathers
I can't take it
Talking to them is fucking painful
Long sleeves cuz her wrist slit
Cant even look at its so awful

Ive lost my mind
These girls make me blind
I'm so anxious around them
Yet I can tell the signs
That I'm too weird
I'm too short
To them I'm nothing but a fucking dork
Honestly I should just kill myself
But I should drag them with me to hell