Sex in Millimetres

I'd bleed for you in the bedroom
Because I know no other way
To tell you how I feel
Except in metaphors and wordplay
I know how much this means to you
Separate myself from the list of things that I
Dwell on as a means to my own end
It's easier said than done
I give in to the ever-present
Worship
Breathe
Warm breath
Leave me
Save yourself
Take my word
Your better off with someone else
I feel the cold, fragrant air
Mixing in with these feelings of despair

I only exist in this world as a vessel
Of self-fucking hatred and pain
Total annihilation

I could count all of my bones