If You Want the Rainbow

You got me in an accident
Now I'm afraid to drive
You left my heart broken
Now I'm afraid to love
I can't seem to say the words
No matter how I try
I fell apart thanks to you
Now all I do is cry

They say that.
If you want the rainbow you gotta have the rain
But I just can't go through it again

All the scars you gave me
They'll never go away
All of these demons
They haunt me every day
You showed me who was not a friend
And how I must forgive
You took my health for a while
And dared me to live

They say that .
If you want the rainbow you gotta have the rain
But I just can't go through it again

And the worst part of all is to be fearful
I'm not gone quite yet but am I stronger?
When I take no chances, no risk at all?
When I've forgotten how to free-fall?

You say
If you want the joy, first you gotta feel some pain
But I just can't go through it again

No pain no gain; that sounds so insane

I'll say it again, that sounds so insane

I just can't go through it
I'm tired of it, I'm sick of it
I just can't go through it again