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โฑ๏ธ 2:41 duration
๐ ID: 10059779
๐ Lyrics
So I'm
Bashing my head through the wall
Don't care if I bleed
I'm still losing it all
When I heard the news
I felt like throwing up
Wish i had stayed
Instead of throwing up
Throwing a tantrum
Never even had a chance
But i try to fight it learn to hide it
Even when it always gets better
You say it gets better
But the hole in my chest no it doesn't feel right
When im trying my best
But I don't really like me
I changed it for you
Didn't think it was true
I tried to be nice
Tried to be polite
I tried to be someone
That someone might like
But if I dont like me anymore
Can I change it back?
Don't close the door
Please
Please
Please
Don't know what to say
I'm up for debate
I might even lay on the ground
Since
Im not feeling great
I think it's too late
To try and find my way back
I'm dramatic
I'm tragic
I'm freezing
Never knowing
If I should be breathing
Oh and I know
You'll be leaving
Soon enough
And it's hard for me
To explain it
Never find the words
So I stayed in
Locked lost the key
I'm okay ish
Don't close the door
Please
Please
Please
Feels like nothing can help
I'm lost in things
That I felt so long ago
I don't wanna think about it
Years go by it's so fast
Don't wanna put down
The mask
I don't know
If I'll ever go
Go outside
But I should go
Go outside
Please
Please
Please
Bashing my head through the wall
Don't care if I bleed
I'm still losing it all
When I heard the news
I felt like throwing up
Wish i had stayed
Instead of throwing up
Throwing a tantrum
Never even had a chance
But i try to fight it learn to hide it
Even when it always gets better
You say it gets better
But the hole in my chest no it doesn't feel right
When im trying my best
But I don't really like me
I changed it for you
Didn't think it was true
I tried to be nice
Tried to be polite
I tried to be someone
That someone might like
But if I dont like me anymore
Can I change it back?
Don't close the door
Please
Please
Please
Don't know what to say
I'm up for debate
I might even lay on the ground
Since
Im not feeling great
I think it's too late
To try and find my way back
I'm dramatic
I'm tragic
I'm freezing
Never knowing
If I should be breathing
Oh and I know
You'll be leaving
Soon enough
And it's hard for me
To explain it
Never find the words
So I stayed in
Locked lost the key
I'm okay ish
Don't close the door
Please
Please
Please
Feels like nothing can help
I'm lost in things
That I felt so long ago
I don't wanna think about it
Years go by it's so fast
Don't wanna put down
The mask
I don't know
If I'll ever go
Go outside
But I should go
Go outside
Please
Please
Please
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:01.97] So I'm
[00:02.97] Bashing my head through the wall
[00:04.45] Don't care if I bleed
[00:05.97] I'm still losing it all
[00:06.81] When I heard the news
[00:07.67] I felt like throwing up
[00:08.99] Wish i had stayed
[00:10.07] Instead of throwing up
[00:11.25] Throwing a tantrum
[00:12.44] Never even had a chance
[00:13.65] But i try to fight it learn to hide it
[00:14.51] Even when it always gets better
[00:16.69] You say it gets better
[00:18.65] But the hole in my chest no it doesn't feel right
[00:20.50] When im trying my best
[00:22.54] But I don't really like me
[00:24.09] I changed it for you
[00:26.22] Didn't think it was true
[00:27.97] I tried to be nice
[00:29.16] Tried to be polite
[00:30.37] I tried to be someone
[00:31.52] That someone might like
[00:32.66] But if I dont like me anymore
[00:34.44] Can I change it back?
[00:35.63] Don't close the door
[00:37.05] Please
[00:43.91] Please
[00:52.50] Please
[00:55.52] Don't know what to say
[00:59.02] I'm up for debate
[00:59.13] I might even lay on the ground
[00:59.50] Since
[01:00.99] Im not feeling great
[01:01.58] I think it's too late
[01:02.56] To try and find my way back
[01:03.31] I'm dramatic
[01:03.94] I'm tragic
[01:04.65] I'm freezing
[01:05.46] Never knowing
[01:06.10] If I should be breathing
[01:07.28] Oh and I know
[01:09.61] You'll be leaving
[01:12.89] Soon enough
[01:13.56] And it's hard for me
[01:14.14] To explain it
[01:14.79] Never find the words
[01:15.59] So I stayed in
[01:16.43] Locked lost the key
[01:17.30] I'm okay ish
[01:18.56] Don't close the door
[01:19.69] Please
[01:26.57] Please
[01:35.39] Please
[01:40.24] Feels like nothing can help
[01:49.21] I'm lost in things
[01:50.41] That I felt so long ago
[01:52.89] I don't wanna think about it
[01:55.42] Years go by it's so fast
[01:58.22] Don't wanna put down
[01:59.51] The mask
[02:00.73] I don't know
[02:02.16] If I'll ever go
[02:03.90] Go outside
[02:10.33] But I should go
[02:14.32] Go outside
[02:20.35] Please
[02:29.33] Please
[02:36.96] Please
[02:41.11]
[00:02.97] Bashing my head through the wall
[00:04.45] Don't care if I bleed
[00:05.97] I'm still losing it all
[00:06.81] When I heard the news
[00:07.67] I felt like throwing up
[00:08.99] Wish i had stayed
[00:10.07] Instead of throwing up
[00:11.25] Throwing a tantrum
[00:12.44] Never even had a chance
[00:13.65] But i try to fight it learn to hide it
[00:14.51] Even when it always gets better
[00:16.69] You say it gets better
[00:18.65] But the hole in my chest no it doesn't feel right
[00:20.50] When im trying my best
[00:22.54] But I don't really like me
[00:24.09] I changed it for you
[00:26.22] Didn't think it was true
[00:27.97] I tried to be nice
[00:29.16] Tried to be polite
[00:30.37] I tried to be someone
[00:31.52] That someone might like
[00:32.66] But if I dont like me anymore
[00:34.44] Can I change it back?
[00:35.63] Don't close the door
[00:37.05] Please
[00:43.91] Please
[00:52.50] Please
[00:55.52] Don't know what to say
[00:59.02] I'm up for debate
[00:59.13] I might even lay on the ground
[00:59.50] Since
[01:00.99] Im not feeling great
[01:01.58] I think it's too late
[01:02.56] To try and find my way back
[01:03.31] I'm dramatic
[01:03.94] I'm tragic
[01:04.65] I'm freezing
[01:05.46] Never knowing
[01:06.10] If I should be breathing
[01:07.28] Oh and I know
[01:09.61] You'll be leaving
[01:12.89] Soon enough
[01:13.56] And it's hard for me
[01:14.14] To explain it
[01:14.79] Never find the words
[01:15.59] So I stayed in
[01:16.43] Locked lost the key
[01:17.30] I'm okay ish
[01:18.56] Don't close the door
[01:19.69] Please
[01:26.57] Please
[01:35.39] Please
[01:40.24] Feels like nothing can help
[01:49.21] I'm lost in things
[01:50.41] That I felt so long ago
[01:52.89] I don't wanna think about it
[01:55.42] Years go by it's so fast
[01:58.22] Don't wanna put down
[01:59.51] The mask
[02:00.73] I don't know
[02:02.16] If I'll ever go
[02:03.90] Go outside
[02:10.33] But I should go
[02:14.32] Go outside
[02:20.35] Please
[02:29.33] Please
[02:36.96] Please
[02:41.11]