im brain ded when it comes to names

(i called the front office and i said
"this kid can really hit
Sign him.")

I take drugs to forget you
You take drugs to chase that high
Self medicating ain't helping out
Now I'm in my bedroom
Needing to shout

Come home rent free, cut apart my limbs
Throw most of my body in the garbage bin
Use my head as a punching bag
Throw me away like a dirty rag

Takes me out like a lost dog
Got me feeling more like a lost cause
Nowadays seem to get really dark
So darling (?) makers mart
Cause mama aint raise a bitch
Counting on your promises
Charging into battle with nothing except wit (okay)

Things that kill you make you stronger
Swear to god ill make it longer
Paranoia but then with sonder
Fuses lit like suicide bomber
Suicide bitch with no reward
Your life's getting harder, tell you im bored
Yeah I'm sweating, I was wanting more
You waked in on my life, bitch, slam the door

Come home rent free, cut apart my limbs
Throw most of my body in the garbage bin
Use my head as a punching bag
Throw me away like a dirty rag

(?) got me feeling like a zombie
Feeling empty in my stomach hear it growling
Overdose and i'm addicted to the calming
Im so gone but I can hear the angels calling

"all men are the same"
What makes you any special
Keep pleading accidental
One of these days its gonna be intentional
You're laughing, got to hell
Ill just go around
(?)

Come home rent free, cut apart my limbs
Throw most of my body in the garbage bin
Use my head as a punching bag
Throw me away like a dirty rag