Becoming

A long time ago I never knew myself
Then the memory of shame birthed its gift
No more the small one
The weak one, the frightened one
Running from beatings
Deflating, I'm becoming more than a man
More than you ever were
Driven and burning to rise beyond Jesus

I'm born again
With snake's eyes
Becoming
Godsize

I found my life was slipping through my hands
Or perhaps through death my life won't be so bad
I can see you, can fuck you inside of you
Staring through your eyes
Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me
To realize my saving grip
I of suicide, I the unlord

I'm born again
With snake's eyes
Becoming
Godsize

I'm born again
With snake's eyes
Becoming
Godsize

Godsize

Godsize