The Seas

I'll sit outside these doors and keep my engine running
Until I've calmed the seas within me
Made a choice to carry on or carry out
My dream to be the one you sing to
When you're cold and all alone
Know that I am here and I'm still holding on
You can call me a coward
Or you can call it breaking free
My lungs can't handle anymore of this tonight
So I'll just go home before I
I say to much, oh no I've said to much
The taste of coffee on my tongue so bittersweet
Mirrors the taste of what it's like to lose
Absolutely everything
Thickened air and thickened skin
Remind me of what could have been
Had I not felt pressure on my ear
I saw a robin, fall from a tree
And the worst part is I couldn't do a damn thing