spiral

And on and on, into deep
I fall into the spiral of my head
I couldn't feel it but i saw red
What are the rules I make them bend for me
I fall asleep, in the astral realm
I meet with all my fears
Feel like the whole world disappears
How could I wait here in the cold?
Yeah, in the storm
I can't feel nothing, no more
Everything's real in bloody eyes
Stars in the day, translucent skies
I ain't coming back, coming by if I die
Will you hold me back from the edge of the knife?
Yeah, I'm lost in the night
Laying next to you, I fall asleep now
Fuck her in the morning, gotta leave now
Fall into the dark, gotta come down
Speeding too fast, gotta slow down
I'm fucked up, baby, yeah I'm fucked up
I'm fucked up, baby, yeah I'm fucked up
Fucked up, baby, I'm fucked up
Fucked up
In pain with you and black and blue
I see right through your skin, it's paper thin
Playing a game that you'll never win
Running race a that only ends in death and nothingness
The disease of a world that's digging it's own grave
Stuck in this place, is it love? Is it hate?
Yeah, I need to leave here
I don't ever wanna be reminded of the pain
Keep me living in a fantasy, never know what to think
Pressure keeps building, I think it's about to break
It's pouring through my veins, it's suffocating my brain
I try my best, yeah, it's never and never no one
Pick up a pack and I think I'm bout to roll one
Forcing myself not to quit, I'm feeling so done
I'm so done
Laying next to you, I fall asleep now
Fuck her in the morning, gotta leave now
Fall into the dark, gotta come down
Speeding too fast, gotta slow down
I'm fucked up, baby, yeah I'm fucked up
I'm fucked up, baby, yeah I'm fucked up
Fucked up, baby, I'm fucked up
Baby, I'm fucked up
I won't ever love anyone else again
Gave you all my love, why'd it end?
Yeah, I don't think it's gonna start then it's gonna end
Show me what is real, I think you're pulling it
Full of shit
I don't even wanna think about what could've been