Sad Sad Sad

[00:10.09] Too many restless nights
[00:12.22] My body shaking
[00:15.44] My head hurts,
[00:16.48] Got a stomachache
[00:19.95] Too many sleepless nights
[00:22.23] And i'm impatient
[00:24.73] Like a war inside my mind,
[00:27.08] I'm anxious all the time
[00:30.15] Fake laughing but i'm breaking
[00:32.85] Pretend i'm doing fine
[00:35.07] Fight with my medication
[00:39.92] It's been a year
[00:44.41] Too numb to feel
[00:49.51] 20 milligrams of happiness
[00:52.04] But when i do the maths,
[00:53.86] It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up
[00:59.02] Cause i'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
[01:03.32] I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
[01:09.83] Too many hours staring at the television
[01:14.71] My therapist says it's ok to rest
[01:19.57] My friends are talking and i'm barely listening
[01:24.12] They call me selfless but i'm self obsessed
[01:29.63] Fake laughing but i'm breaking
[01:31.93] Pretend i'm doing fine
[01:34.58] Fight with my medication
[01:39.75] It's been a year
[01:44.49] Too numb to feel
[01:49.04] 20 milligrams of happiness
[01:51.49] But when i do the maths,
[01:53.37] It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up
[01:58.18] Cause i'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
[02:02.78] I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
[02:08.90] Sometimes i still have good dreams and nights
[02:13.44] Do my best to wake up smiling
[02:18.87] And it's been the best year of my life
[02:22.86] But it doesn't add up, it doesn't add up
[02:28.46] Cause it's been a year
[02:33.71] Starting to feel
[02:38.54] 20 milligrams of happiness
[02:40.92] But when i do the maths,
[02:42.87] It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up
[02:47.41] Cause i'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
[02:52.75] I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
[02:57.18] I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
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