The Last Time I Write

This'll be the last time I write for you
All the words I'm dreaming are so few
I was holding on to past
Holding on to hope
Holding on to the downward slope of love

This'll be the last time I write for you
I have swept my demons to feel brand new
I was holding on to hate
Holding on to sweetness
Holding on to the black smoke

But I'm not that boy anymore
It took some time, but I'm off the floor
We'll never be that young or the same
But it's alright

So this'll be the last time I write for you
All the words I'm dreaming are so few
I was holding on but I need love instead
My future's in my hands
I'm sorry that we end
Maybe one day we'll be friends