Frankie Muniz Don’t Smoke No Mids

Can't seem to get caught up and i'm failing again
But i hope to god you find that i'm worth it
I stay obsessed with the way that everything ends
A self-fulfilling prophet I wish that things were different

Another saturday night, how did my car get in the drive?
I don't remember leaving
Another sunday afternoon and i'm too sick to leave my room
Why do i keep living this way?

I wonder if i'll know when the pain i've caused isn't all i am
And i don't know how to stop feeling like the villain in my own story

Why do i keep living this way?