i think i think too much i wish i didnt

Lately I feel it's been too much between just you and I
Remember when you said "forever", now
It's more like nevermind
I get high just to cope with the feelings deep inside
I don't mind if tonight I go and die

Baby, that's just how I feel, I don't know the deal
I seen too much fake love, I don't know what's real
Take another pill then I float as I fall back
Baby, you're a drug, I'm a fiend, we can't stop that

That's just how I feel I don't know the deal
I seen too much fake love I don't know what's real
I gave you my all but it never was enough me
I don't wanna love myself, can you love me?

Nothing heals
Whoa-whoa, whoa
I just need a little time just to numb the feel
Whoa-whoa, whoa
When you look me in my eyes I realize nothing heals
Whoa-whoa, whoa
I just need a little time just to numb the feel
Numb the feel
I got that

Sometimes I feel heaven for you is just a hell for me
Made me scream before some help it's like your melody
And all the memories I could rewind in my mind
That made us happy, now
Just to make me wanna go and blow my brains out
Walking down an empty street and I'm under the rain cloud
I feel like the fall 'cause when the morning comes I'll fade out
I can feel myself cracking apart just like the pavement
No one ever told me that rock bottom had a basement

Nothing heals
Whoa-whoa, whoa
I just need a little time just to numb the feel
Whoa-whoa, whoa
When you look me in my eyes I realize nothing heals
Whoa-whoa, whoa
I just need a little time just to numb the feel
Numb the feel
I got that