Borrow From Tomorrow

I separate my mind from the pain I feel inside my body
I escape, I mistake myself for something stronger
Somebody told me: "It's gonna get to you like it got to me"
And I said: "Oh please, I only need to keep on moving"

That would never happen to me

So I took my medicine and I'm still standing but my knees are weak
And the bullshit I repeat
Doesn't change how it actually happens to be

Recreational It's happening to me
Recreational It's got that value to me

So I keep on taking the goddamn medicine
I feel so shallow I can not decide which footsteps to follow
I can not deal with this darkness no more
So I borrow a little happiness from tomorrow

I cannot deal with this depression
At this time of the cycle of seasons
Yeah I bet you that I have got my
I've got my reasons

So I keep on taking the goddamn medicine
I feel so shallow I can not decide which footsteps to follow
I can not deal with this darkness no more
So I borrow a little happiness from tomorrow