Overstaying My Welcome

Forgot the only thing that I said
Creator of the pain in my head
Tenderly using excessive force
To keep an old ghost on life support
Wake up next to my love
Every day for second 'til
I reckon it ain't her
It doesn't matter who's sleeping there
tomorrow, I'm blind but I like to imagine colors

I'm not supposed to be around
I'm not supposed to be in town
I'm not supposed to be alive
I'm overstaying my welcome in the universe

A tame human, a good soldier
My gut feeling's got me feeling this
Days spent in complete isolation and
days spent acting purely on motivation
Mind expands, head explodes
I wonder how strong can the poison be?
To require so damn many antidotes?
And how come that I'm still going even though

I'm not supposed to be around
I'm not supposed to be in town
I'm not supposed to be alive
I'm overstaying my welcome in the universe

My story's over