split my brain

I saw a ghost in the streets tonight
I'm having trouble covering up my lies
Don't tell me that you hate my guts
'Cuz am done, and I'm cool, I don't give a fuck
I don't wanna fall asleep in this stall
And I say that I'm not mad but I think that it's all
Back and forth, I'm going back and forth
Stuck in this back and forth, keep going back for more
Back and forth, I'm going back and forth
Stuck in this back and forth, keep going back for more
And it's like every day I wanna split my brain
And imma fuck you over to show you pain
And imma show you want you did to me
Everybody's dead to me, she's sippin' on the Hennessy
But I don't think that this will work out
I saw a ghost in the streets tonight
It was an image of me, right before I died (hey girl!)
Can you even see all your sins?
Yeah, you threw me away like I have never been
I guess I'm melodramatic, they gon' wait 'til I'm past tense
Now everybody's an actor, you really wish that you had her
Now I'm fucking up everything, take it off like a wedding ring
Every time that I fuck up you gonna tell me I'm bettering but I-
"Yo how you been"
Never better, never less
I guess I've been doing fine, but I can't take all of the stress
Like, how did you handle all the weight and the pressure?
It's like you didn't take it at all!
Back and forth, I'm going back and forth
Stuck in this back and forth, keep going back for more
Back and forth, I'm going back and forth
Stuck in this back and forth, keep going back for more
And it's like every day I wanna split my brain
I'ma fuck you over to show you pain
I'ma show you what you did to me
Everybody's dead to me, she's sipping on the Hennesy
But I don't think that this will work out