Fixation

[00:13.81] I'm fucked up, in the back of the bug
[00:15.76] Got my thoughts right now, runnin' back to the plug
[00:17.48] I'm fucked up, never askin' for love
[00:19.06] Wanna drown myself, then see from above
[00:21.09] I'm tryna give myself what I need
[00:22.67] But I can't see through this mental greed
[00:24.45] It feel like they want me to fail
[00:26.18] Too faded now, so I can't really tell (I can't tell)
[00:28.24] Back and forth, I know the source
[00:29.52] I threw the torch, like I ain't gon' feel remorse
[00:31.32] Cloudy course, I hit the brakes
[00:32.88] With all the force, swervin' right, I ain't see the horse
[00:35.17] Only thing left that I see, divorce
[00:36.65] If I take this hit, it'll reinforce
[00:38.56] Only fake pеople can I re-endorsе
[00:40.15] 'Cause I hate myself, and they all support
[00:42.24] O-o-on the way to right, but I made a wrong
[00:43.80] This shit turned up, I ain't seein' dawn
[00:45.56] Jump in the whip, turn the AC on
[00:47.31] Got my foot down, now I'm a speeding pawn
[00:49.17] Hit 45, and my grip is strong
[00:50.93] With a blonde haired bitch and we yellin' songs (yellin' songs)
[00:53.08] My life feel too fuckin' long
[00:54.51] But I guess this shit where I belong
[00:56.44] Wait, oh
[00:57.12] My life too crazy
[00:58.31] I don't even even know where I been lately
[00:59.96] Better hit me with that UAV
[01:01.76] We smoked in the car, so a lil' hazy
[01:03.75] I can't see, but I got some faith
[01:05.51] Venom in me, and it's got some weight
[01:07.37] Slowin' my pace at a faster rate
[01:08.82] This life 'bout to end, and I'm sayin', "Oh, wait"
[01:10.69] I-I-I knew this shit would make me feel invincible
[01:12.23] But I just pulled up, and feel like a criminal
[01:14.22] I'm fading back, and I'm losing my visual
[01:16.07] I hit a whip, and I'm thinking it's flexible
[01:17.90] Oh, my bad
[01:19.10] Maybe I should go back to the pad
[01:21.11] Maybe I smoked too much with the pass
[01:22.72] Maybe I'm stuck in a state where I crash (where I crash)
[01:24.63] Yuh
[01:25.00] 4 a.m. and I'm feelin' wasted
[01:26.59] Had a few back then, but I still can taste it
[01:28.36] Accusations whether if I did it
[01:29.86] And I know this feeling, 'cause I fucking hate it
[01:31.94] Two blocks out, I'm alleviated
[01:33.91] Blacked out once, but that shit been dated
[01:35.77] Hoping this time it's a different statement
[01:37.31] But I just pulled up, see a blurry pavement
[01:39.12] Turn up my head, now I'm seein' blue
[01:40.94] And there lil' bro been fixated too
[01:42.64] One step out dippin', leanin' through
[01:44.21] While my body aching like I caught the flu
[01:46.05] One two cop over on the right
[01:48.18] In this intersection where it's fight or flight
[01:49.93] My decision wasn't made tonight
[01:51.46] Well, I'm moving up without a thing in sight
[01:53.35] Yeah, lil' bitch, I'm fuming (fuming)
[01:54.79] Rage impulsive movement (movement)
[01:56.52] Wonder if my mind not human (human)
[01:58.16] And everybody think I'm choosin' (choosin')
[01:59.97] And know it ain't me, but a demon (demon)
[02:01.65] Every emotion feed him (feed him)
[02:03.56] Livin' off me for the season (season)
[02:05.30] But it's just me who sees him, shit
[02:07.87] Losing my speech and I'm losing my touch
[02:09.43] I took a breath, now I'm losing the rush
[02:11.20] Mind caving in, but it ain't gettin' crushed
[02:12.77] Wonder if I'ma remember this much
[02:14.55] Losing my mind and I know where it went
[02:16.33] Back in the cell where I go to repent
[02:18.11] I'm indecisive, I live on a fence
[02:20.05] Stuck in a place where there's nowhere to vent
[02:21.91] (Nowhere to vent, nowhere to vent, nowhere to vent)
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