The Illusion Of Will

The weight
That now I'm bearing
My will is weak and I
Farewell the days passing by
In your absence

I refuse
To go on dreaming
I cannot stand it
Farewell
To the sorrow
There's no more faith
I'm empty
This was my last try

The grief is coming to an end
Relieved from the burden
Of the pain of the Earth
The reward of eternal sleep
Finally free
Of crawling through this
Never ending fear
And go to sleep
Delivered from the illusion of will
Delivered from the illusion of will

The bird's singing
Used to be more pleasant
My apathy remains
Despair
Is all I see through my eyes
Time stood still

I refuse
The pain of failing
It's excruciating
Farewell
To tomorrow
And the next day
I'm tired
This was my last try!

I refuse
The pain of failing
It's excruciating
Farewell!

The grief is coming to an end
Relieved from the burden
Of the pain of the Earth
The reward of eternal sleep
Finally free
Of crawling through this
Never ending fear
And go to sleep
Delivered from the illusion of will
Delivered from the illusion of will