Snow Song

Soak my bones in vinegar
Get the rust off
I guess I've been sitting in water too long
Cavalier cold winter
I'm pretending and planning immediate ending
'Cause I'm all choked up in the middle of a hall
No such thing as little as we are
I'm tallest when I'm seconds from a crime
Oh, I don't wanna live but I sure as hell don't wanna die
Oh, because I think of everything I've done wrong as a curse it's true
And I'm so lightheaded that I might just fall face-first into you
And it's buried deep inside of me to never craft an apology
It's something that was always much worse in youth
Woah, but what can you do?
Oh, it's snowing outside and I feel like I'm gonna puke
Oh, but what can you do?
(...)
Coax my fear for pleasure
Look behind me
Expect me to end up defying
(...)
Oh, I flee no further from the fire of the fight
No barter for a battle burning bright
Dear father, what's a mirror to the blind?
Woah, I don't wanna live but I sure as hell don't wanna die
Is there an in-between where nothing seeps from the vine?
Oh, because I think of every single second I have wished I had died
And I pray to every god I don't believe in I stay alive
And it's buried deep inside of me like a Treasure Island time machine
Oh, it's snowing inside, light a goddamn fire in my mind
Woah, but give me some time
Woah, but give me some time
(...)
I think of everything I've done wrong as a curse it's true
And I'm so lightheaded I might just fall face-first into you
And it's buried deep inside of me to never craft an apology
It's something that was always much worse in youth
Oh
And I think of every single second I have wished I had died
And I pray to every god I don't believe in I stay alive
And it's buried deep inside of me like a Treasure Island time machine
It's snowing inside, light a goddamn fire in my mind
Woah, but give me some time
Oh, but give me some time, give me some time
(...)
Yeah