You’re Still in My Way

It's racing around inside my head
All of the things I could have said
Holding your hand right beside that bed
How can this be so hard to accept?
For how long? Is this never ending?
Are you gone? Or can I still feel somethin?
If it's wrong it will amount to nothing
Yet somehow you're still in my way
And I feel like I'm still so close to the edge
I just wanna trade you places and take me instead
And I know you heard everything that I said
I just hope I can face it like you in the end
I know people never let go
They do anything to
Try to make the pain go down
I know I might never let go
and I'll do anything to
Try to keep your life around"