Self Sabotage

[00:08.76] I think it's time that I stop playing victim
[00:10.63] Admit my faults and tell my friends that I miss them
[00:12.56] I've been neglecting the things that I love, it's self sabotage
[00:16.54] And I've been stuck in this room going crazy
[00:18.42] Writing the same song like everyday
[00:20.25] About feeling stressed and overwhelmed, do it to myself, oh
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[00:31.70] I'm sorry
[00:33.60] I wanna be better than how I've been
[00:35.51] But I've just been stressing and wearing thin
[00:37.33] The futures been taking me down again
[00:39.53] I love you
[00:41.39] I wanna make sure everybody knows
[00:43.28] Even though I forget to check my phone
[00:45.08] I know that I can't make it on my own
[00:49.16] I'm scared of the future
[00:52.80] And I'm terrified I'm a loser
[00:56.63] But I'll be alright if I just take time
[01:00.34] If I just wait a while
[01:04.36] I don't know what's coming
[01:07.99] But I'm scared I might not like it
[01:11.98] So I fight myself to fight it, to fight it
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[01:25.30] I think it's time I respond to my texts
[01:27.40] Figure out life and what I'm doing next
[01:29.27] I've been afraid to be honest, afraid that I might miss
[01:33.25] I think it's time that I stop playing victim
[01:35.19] Write a song that I like
[01:37.60] Maybe if I get some sleep then I'll be alright
[01:42.63] I'm scared of the future
[01:46.31] And I'm terrified I'm a loser
[01:50.36] But I'll be alright if I just take time, if I just wait a while
[01:58.20] I don't know what's coming
[02:01.67] But I'm scared I might not like it
[02:05.50] So I fight myself to fight it, to fight it
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[02:19.34] I'm trying
[02:21.50] To do better than I've been
[02:22.62] Even though it's be a long long time since I've been doing alright
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