Float

[00:09.27] Why can't I see that I'm the one who needs change
[00:11.19] Everyone I love finds a way to run away
[00:13.28] Leaving me alone like "Why you not stay?"
[00:15.52] I know that it's me, how I handle my pain
[00:17.62] And I'm sorry for the hurt that
[00:19.28] I caused you to never make you wanna come back
[00:21.67] You told jokes that I never could have laughed at
[00:23.74] I was dealing with the trauma but you saw that
[00:25.87] You tried to make change but I stayed in my place
[00:28.22] So I'm sorry for my ways and the mistakes
[00:30.36] I don't wanna stay same but it's too safe
[00:32.68] Everything I say to make you stay
[00:34.76] Now you're gone and I'm stuck here so alonе
[00:36.56] I love you but I'm sorry that it couldn't show
[00:38.93] We realizе all we have when we let it go
[00:41.05] But it's too late now, we'll never know
[00:42.60] I just gotta float
[00:45.48] Don't you try to catch me
[00:47.85] Please just don't think less of me
[00:50.80] Cause my heart's broke
[00:54.13] How'd this get so messy?
[00:56.29] Why life's so depressing?
[00:59.81] Act like a monster
[01:01.76] Feel like an imposter
[01:03.76] In my own life all the time, wonder how I lost her
[01:08.56] That's not my problem, I don't gotta solve 'em
[01:12.43] I don't fucking got the time to climb up from the bottom
[01:17.96] All the time I was stuckof my mind
[01:19.73] Think about how I just want some love in my life
[01:21.83] Now I'm stuck in the state, wanna end my life
[01:23.94] I'm just scared to say that so I tell her I'm fine
[01:25.91] Say I'm OK but I'm not, really miss you
[01:28.00] All the pain coming back but I can't call you
[01:30.41] You're the only one who ever made the problems go away
[01:32.52] You're the only thing that ever really made me wanna stay
[01:34.64] But I did it to myself so I don't deserve your help
[01:36.79] I'm in love with all the pain, I don't know if you could tell
[01:38.88] I'm all caught up in my mind, I keep telling you those lies
[01:41.27] I wish I never did, now you're outta my mind
[01:43.06] Alone I'm here today like I'll be inside my grave
[01:45.40] Never make a change so nobody ever stay
[01:47.44] Go and let me be, 'cause I know this is my fate
[01:49.34] That I finally had to float from mistakes that I've made
[01:51.26] I just gotta float
[01:54.09] Don't you try to catch me
[01:55.99] Please just don't think less of me
[01:59.01] Cause my heart's broke
[02:02.49] How'd this get so messy?
[02:04.56] Why life's so depressing?
[02:08.25] Act like a monster
[02:09.90] Feel like an imposter
[02:11.89] In my own life all the time, wonder how I lost her
[02:16.64] That's not my problem, I don't gotta solve 'em
[02:20.81] I don't fucking got the time to climb up from the bottom
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