These Hospital Halls

I wake up every morning
And I just wish I was somebody else
And I toss and turn as my home town burns
Agoraphobia starts setting in

And I can't see shit in the mirror
Guess I shouldn't have sewn shut my eyes

Holding on for the moment to come
When I open my eyes
Pull this knife out my spine
As I dance down these hospital halls

I broke my back on the speed that I lack
And I feel like I'm losing control
And I'm so scared that I'll end up alone
In an unmarked grave far from home

And I can't feel my legs any longer
Guess I shouldn't have jumped from the third floor
But here I am

Holding on for the moment to come
When I open my eyes
Pull this knife out my spine
As I dance down these hospital halls