Proper Dose

[00:09.94] Highs and lows are how I flow
[00:12.08] My favorite mirror's there
[00:14.48] Wanna look at what I think I know
[00:16.36] But all I do is stare too long
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[00:23.87] I defy the proper dose
[00:25.76] 'Cause I'm alone and I don't care
[00:28.45] And though that grass is greener it just don't even compare at all
[00:34.86] At all
[00:37.52] All this time I wanna give you back
[00:40.49] I feel opaque and absentee
[00:42.84] Am I just going through the motions or is this how I'll be?
[00:47.46] Barely focused anymore
[00:49.85] The haze is all that I can see
[00:51.98] Red bottle white cap
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[00:58.23] Slime in my stomach slowly turning staring at the grout in the tile
[01:02.72] Dry is my heave and my head is burning
[01:05.14] Think I'll be in here a while I'm gone
[01:12.61] And my cousin's age is turning growing into a man from a child
[01:16.98] I wanna watch him play wanna see him score
[01:18.57] Wanna be around 'cause I need to make him smile some more
[01:23.13] Some more
[01:25.83] All this time I wanna give you back
[01:28.73] I feel opaque and absentee
[01:31.12] Am I just going through the motions or is this how I'll be?
[01:35.69] Barely focused anymore
[01:38.01] The haze is all that I can see
[01:40.23] Red bottle white cap
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[01:59.18] Red bottle white cap
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