Panic Attacks in Paradise

[00:15.08] Typical of me to go and ruin the party
[00:18.34] Everybody says they love me, but I'm still brokenhearted
[00:21.88] They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a macabre Barbie (I love you)
[00:29.84] My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him
[00:33.34] I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11
[00:36.99] So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
[00:40.99] I hate that I'm so
[00:45.05] Self-deprecating
[00:47.45] More comfortable in bad situations
[00:51.51] Sucker for a little devastation
[00:56.53] And this always happens
[00:59.86] Panic attacks in paradise
[01:03.75] Piña coladas, I'm terrified
[01:07.35] I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright
[01:10.90] I'm havin' the best time of my life
[01:15.06] Panic attacks in paradise
[01:18.70] Hyperventilating under candy skies
[01:22.59] Tellin' myself that this is fine
[01:25.96] I'm havin' the best time of my life
[01:30.78] It's a big joke
[01:32.47] Ha ha, I love laughin'
[01:34.32] It's a big hoax
[01:36.32] Your self-help happy
[01:38.27] 'Cause I'm okay
[01:40.06] I'm pure propane
[01:41.74] On an open flame
[01:43.56] Watch me blow up
[01:44.71] My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him
[01:48.26] I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11
[01:52.08] So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
[01:56.16] I hate that I'm so
[01:59.95] Self-deprecating
[02:02.63] More comfortable in bad situations
[02:06.44] Sucker for a little devastation
[02:11.50] And this always happens
[02:15.08] Panic attacks in paradise
[02:18.74] Piña coladas, I'm terrified
[02:22.30] I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright
[02:26.03] I'm havin' the best time of my life
[02:30.08] Panic attacks in paradise
[02:33.72] Hyperventilating under candy skies
[02:37.56] Tellin' myself that this is fine
[02:41.16] I'm havin' the best time of my life
[02:44.37]