i don't know why

I do all this shit and then I die
I don't have any tears left to cry
I just left him dead, I don't know why
I cut through his neck, I don't know why

It's only ever been one thing
I've been up to something
I feel my brain numbing
Feel my body slumping

Why do I still try to find you?
I can't waste my time this time, you
Why do I still try to find you?
They just always hide, hide you
They still lie where I lie, I don't like you
I'm already so cautious, they'll never find you
I'm so scared of what I might do
All the blood I drain to write you

This chain I'm rockin' make 'em envious
Ever since I got my money up, one can't tell me shit
He said that your bitch fell off my dick, made her beg for it
Lil' bro told me that he want a feature, gotta pay for it

I walk up in Saks, bought some shit, bro
I dropped out of school, ah, I went to get rich, oh
Choppa finna bite you, bitch, just like a pitbull
I know that you mad high, you can't live like this, no

Oh, you mad as fuck
Always buying some more clothes, I just can't have enough
I'm on way too many drugs, swear they got me stuck
Codeine in my cup, bitch, I'm a zombie, I can't even walk

Why do I still try to find you?
I can't waste my time this time, you
Why do I still try to find you?
They just always hide, hide you
They still lie where I lie, I don't like you
I'm already so cautious, they'll never find you
I'm so scared of what I might do
All the blood I drain to write you
All the blood I drain to write you
All the blood I drain to write you