Cloud 9

If the skies are blue I often stare
At the clouds, puffy, fluffy cotton candy up there
So I count and I count to help me calm down
But are numbers enough to help me now

-4, -3, -2, -1
I know that negativity won't help me hold out
But if I start at 0 won't the numbers run out
No, I know that positives are enough to count

Teach me teach me
How do I be happy
Tell me tell me
Why I cannot love me
Show me show me
The quickest route to cloud 9
Maybe maybe
It's easier to say I'm fine

With all of my might
I'll keep on till I'm at cloud 9
They said "she couldn't be happy cause her brain's wired differently"

I'm on a journey to find cloud 9
Would you come with me please
You see, I'm afraid of heights
Though I don't think I could touch the sky
I'm scared to fall down
Even though I might not die
Bad thoughts sometimes cloud our minds
But we gotta truck on
Blow out the fog from our eyes
Maybe if we think clearly, then we'll have a chance at life
We don't know what's ahead
So we might as well try

-4, -3, -2, -1
I know that negativity won't help me hold out
But if I start at 0 won't the numbers run out
No, I know that positives are enough to count

Teach me teach me
How do I be happy
Tell me tell me
Why I cannot love me
Show me show me
The quickest route to cloud 9
Maybe maybe
It's easier to say I'm fine

With all of my might
I'll keep on till I'm at cloud 9
They said "she couldn't be happy cause her brain's wired differently"

With all of my might
I'll keep on till I'm at cloud 9
They said "she couldn't be happy cause her brain's wired differently"