The Shadow of a Forgotten Feeling

Nobody here realize my silence
And do not know of this false life
It's really comfortable that noone distub my peace
And nobody has any idea of reality
Just like what I have entrusted to you

My mind thinks of many things
But the words of my mouth are few
Sometimes I do not understand why the time
Become empty instants and I feel suspended in time

Sometimes I lose track of where I am
It's like dreaming that my environment
Is only part of a very dense gray cloak
I just want to wake up and feel the cold
You wrap me my absence from this place
Under cloudy and rainy dreary days
I encounter past of my false illusion

I was sitting beside the river
I feel like my memories consume my last breath
My skin is covered in blood
This aanxiety is within me always
These tears me close up more and more to desire
To just be part of the shadows of oblivion