Four Years

[00:14.93] I take a shot of Jameson or Jack to start the morning off with old friends
[00:22.43] I'll celebrate it like it's the anniversary of the day that we first met
[00:30.08] I've been practicing our eulogy, separated all our things
[00:37.59] I took my name off of the lease, I'm leaving
[00:41.60] Dear, four years hurt less than five (and it's never a good time)
[00:49.11] I'm sorry for all my crimes
[00:52.43] And the wandering gaze of my unfaithful eyes
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[01:11.53] Now I wonder as I'm sliding under the subtle control of the drink
[01:19.01] If I have enough left in the bottle to say all the things I'm thinking
[01:26.19] I've been practicing my exit plan
[01:30.16] Nervously checking the time
[01:33.97] I still don't know how I'll survive
[01:38.05] Dear, four years hurt less than five (and it's never a good time)
[01:44.92] I am sorry for all my crimes
[01:48.78] And the wandering gaze of my unfaithful eyes
[01:52.81] It's clear, I am an awful mess (but I had to get this off my chest)
[02:00.02] Soon the only things I'll have left
[02:03.95] Is your memory and the promises never kept
[02:09.24]
[02:37.54] When she came home, I made her sit
[02:45.12] My feet tap out a rhythm as I draw breath in
[02:52.76] To hurt the only one I've loved
[03:00.78] This is so damn hard, but I'm giving up
[03:07.74] The person that you love is dead
[03:15.17] I flooded him out with the Jack and Jameson
[03:22.45] So happy anniversary
[03:30.40] The best gift I could think to give you was to set you free
[03:38.42] Wake up, you're sleeping
[03:42.37] Wake up, you're sleeping behind the wheel
[03:53.57] Wake up, you're sleeping
[03:57.16] Wake up, you're sleeping behind the wheel
[04:03.87] Behind the wheel
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