Liar (I Ain't Callin' You A Truther)

I'm tired of flinching when I'm in panic, I'm tired of backing out the door
I intend to pick up what I came here for
Perpetually lonely, I never needed you to be that cure
I just wanna maintain that I stayed pure

I only took my time and yours
When you called me through corridors

Oh God, It's painful
I bet you'd find me more attractive unobtainable
This kind of play is bullshit, unsustainable
Pull off the band-aid and tell me to leave you alone

I really don't mind
You're only giving me a reason to commit a kind
Of forced self-love that I could never seem to find
Pull off the band-aid so I can make it on my own

I oughta stop sharing my faults with a stranger for half the day
Once they know how unhinged I am, they just wanna get far away
At least I was transparent

So phase me out for this week's model
I bet he's as tall as he is shallow
I bet he makes you all kinds of anxious
Like I swore I never would

If you call that a hobby
You should really get that fixed
'Cause I don't want to exist as a body
I just want to exist