voidgazer
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β±οΈ 3:39 duration
π ID: 10374258
π Lyrics
I spilled some water over my medicine
And watched them dissolve as they fell in
Melting within my veins
Through all the crying held by my loneliness
It's been a year I've tried to stop to cut myself
but when the day shines off, my thighs glow in red
trying to stop the blood to shed
and the walls crave marks of my pityful head
I couldn't stop myself from trying to feel something
It's an endless cycle of shame and pain
Desperate to feel the humanity in vain
Holding up to what would never comΠ΅ true
I feel so scared of going through
The lifΠ΅ and death funeral of my voice
That trembles in the silent of the void
That grows inside of me
Bigger than everything that I could be
When everything fades away
I'll stare at the emptiness that I've created
And see how beautiful is the nothingness fading out all the pain
And could keep out of the floor what isn't alive anymore
I was born from the sun and the hatred that burnt my flesh
and fulfilled the void that I gaze, leaving my skin with only regrets
That made me realize I am the battle that rushes inside of me
I'm the blood and I'm the death, and how I wish that I was dead
How I wish I was torn apart from every fear that built me
And watched them dissolve as they fell in
Melting within my veins
Through all the crying held by my loneliness
It's been a year I've tried to stop to cut myself
but when the day shines off, my thighs glow in red
trying to stop the blood to shed
and the walls crave marks of my pityful head
I couldn't stop myself from trying to feel something
It's an endless cycle of shame and pain
Desperate to feel the humanity in vain
Holding up to what would never comΠ΅ true
I feel so scared of going through
The lifΠ΅ and death funeral of my voice
That trembles in the silent of the void
That grows inside of me
Bigger than everything that I could be
When everything fades away
I'll stare at the emptiness that I've created
And see how beautiful is the nothingness fading out all the pain
And could keep out of the floor what isn't alive anymore
I was born from the sun and the hatred that burnt my flesh
and fulfilled the void that I gaze, leaving my skin with only regrets
That made me realize I am the battle that rushes inside of me
I'm the blood and I'm the death, and how I wish that I was dead
How I wish I was torn apart from every fear that built me
β±οΈ Synced Lyrics
[00:25.07] I spilled some water over my medicine
[00:33.13] And watched them dissolve as they fell in
[00:38.44] Melting within my veins
[00:42.86] Through all the crying held by my loneliness
[00:47.91] It's been a year I've tried to stop to cut myself
[00:53.21] But when the day shines off, my thighs glow in red
[00:58.04] Trying to stop the blood to shed
[01:00.60] And the walls crave marks of my pityful head
[01:06.15] I couldn't stop myself from trying to feel something
[01:10.92] It's an endless cycle of shame and pain
[01:19.77] Desperate to feel the humanity in vain
[01:25.02] Holding up to what would never comΠ΅ true
[01:29.94] I feel so scared of going through
[01:35.73] The lifΠ΅ and death funeral of my voice
[01:42.04] That trembles in the silent of the void
[01:46.92] That grows inside of me
[01:54.05] Bigger than everything that I could be
[02:08.79] When everything fades away
[02:13.51] I'll stare at the emptiness that I've created
[02:18.59] And see how beautiful is the nothingness fading out all the pain
[02:31.19] And could keep out of the floor what isn't alive anymore
[02:45.76] I was born from the sun and the hatred that burnt my flesh
[02:54.25] And fulfilled the void that I gaze, leaving my skin with only regrets
[03:05.29] That made me realize I am the battle that rushes inside of me
[03:11.35] I'm the blood and I'm the death, and how I wish that I was dead
[03:16.91] How I wish I was torn apart from every fear that built me
[03:27.59]
[00:33.13] And watched them dissolve as they fell in
[00:38.44] Melting within my veins
[00:42.86] Through all the crying held by my loneliness
[00:47.91] It's been a year I've tried to stop to cut myself
[00:53.21] But when the day shines off, my thighs glow in red
[00:58.04] Trying to stop the blood to shed
[01:00.60] And the walls crave marks of my pityful head
[01:06.15] I couldn't stop myself from trying to feel something
[01:10.92] It's an endless cycle of shame and pain
[01:19.77] Desperate to feel the humanity in vain
[01:25.02] Holding up to what would never comΠ΅ true
[01:29.94] I feel so scared of going through
[01:35.73] The lifΠ΅ and death funeral of my voice
[01:42.04] That trembles in the silent of the void
[01:46.92] That grows inside of me
[01:54.05] Bigger than everything that I could be
[02:08.79] When everything fades away
[02:13.51] I'll stare at the emptiness that I've created
[02:18.59] And see how beautiful is the nothingness fading out all the pain
[02:31.19] And could keep out of the floor what isn't alive anymore
[02:45.76] I was born from the sun and the hatred that burnt my flesh
[02:54.25] And fulfilled the void that I gaze, leaving my skin with only regrets
[03:05.29] That made me realize I am the battle that rushes inside of me
[03:11.35] I'm the blood and I'm the death, and how I wish that I was dead
[03:16.91] How I wish I was torn apart from every fear that built me
[03:27.59]