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[00:11.54] You're after the tone of my voice
[00:15.26] And everything fades in a void
[00:21.11] Arguments happened, I'm annoyed
[00:27.16] She's callin' for control, I'll avoid
[00:32.48] I can't feel nothing no more
[00:37.66] They tell me I'm so quiet, make some noise
[00:42.55] Can't think straight, I don't feel safe
[00:47.63] Stuck in my old ways, I don't feel okay
[00:54.24] I cry it out, I hate myself
[00:59.10] Feel like I'm in hell, I wanna kill myself
[01:04.28] I wanna leave this place
[01:06.64] I'm fucking up in every way
[01:08.69] Don't wanna be this way
[01:10.13] Ugh, honestly
[01:11.68] Just fucking leave
[01:15.21] Walk into a crowd now I'm stressed
[01:17.16] High pulse I ain't feeling the best
[01:19.86] Swear all these people overwhelm me
[01:23.36] Why nobody take me seriously
[01:25.72] You got no place to run (no)
[01:29.15] Step inside a room 'n' ruin the fun
[01:30.93] Haven't spoke to you in months
[01:33.32] Honestly, I forget we ever loved
[01:36.54] I don't know how I'm feeling
[01:38.60] I'm tryna' be the hero they call me the villain
[01:41.60] I got a lot of cards I'm dealing
[01:43.81] Testing my luck, adrenaline, I'm tryna' feel it
[01:46.42] And when I tell them all my issues they don't care at all
[01:48.63] Trapped in a maze I can't escape, tryna' maneuver through walls
[01:51.29] My life is changing for the worst I don't even pick up your calls
[01:53.98] Wanna be on top of this shit but I know I'm just gonna fall
[01:56.87] And I always lose myself at the start of the day
[01:59.35] I wake up, go to sleep, do it all over again
[02:01.90] I wanna change shit now but I think its too late
[02:04.23] Had opportunities I missed and now I'm sad in the face
[02:07.24] And now they said I'm done gotta turn a new leaf
[02:09.56] I never found myself now I'm lost and asleep
[02:12.39] A lot of promises i made I don't think that I can keep
[02:15.08] This shit is way too shallow I wish that it was deep
[02:18.00] You always get inside my head
[02:20.79] I'm always fucked up off the meds
[02:23.66] You don't ever take the time to think about me
[02:26.14] You gon' call me up and say that you can't live without me
[02:29.09] Take that back (please)
[02:30.69] Can't take that back
[02:31.53] This shits so fucked
[02:32.50] It hurts my head
[02:33.96] Take me away
[02:35.80] Faceless all day
[02:36.27] I hate this place
[02:38.39] And what you say
[02:39.54] Its dark where I'm at
[02:42.30] Everywhere I go you follow
[02:45.31] Can't see it's all black, looks like I'm never coming home
[02:50.79] And I'm not a perfect example
[02:52.91] I always go where you can't go
[02:55.32] Why can't you leave me alone?
[02:58.30] I swear I'm fine on my own
[03:01.03] Don't know what to feel and I don't know what to touch
[03:03.25] I don't do not know shit ya ha I don't know whats love
[03:05.90] So I put a bullet in my brain so that i don't give a fuck
[03:08.72] And like I never got no time, I'll never show love
[03:11.32] She wanna fuck me, she wanna fuck with the fucking crew
[03:13.75] And I got diamonds on my neck like bitch I'm chasin' loot
[03:16.72] When I pop dis' pill I swear I do not see you
[03:19.26] And all my niggas are some lions like we belong in the zoo
[03:22.20] Controlling everything around me just how I want it to be
[03:25.19] Caught me screamin' in a pillow while i struggle to breathe
[03:27.85] I know you wanna get back
[03:29.78] But can we take it slow and not move too fast?
[03:32.39] I gotta, split face and I'm seeing it through the glass
[03:34.95] And my room is misplaced, the floor is covered in trash
[03:38.14] And everything it turn to black
[03:40.94] You say you love me or not, couldn't wait to get back stabbed
[03:43.34] I'm behind her ass
[03:45.24] While she lay there and call me dad
[03:48.28] No god I don't like that
[03:51.44] High as fuck off gas
[03:53.81] I'm craving for nicotine
[03:56.97] Fuck about yellow teeth
[03:59.22] Tar in my lungs
[04:01.92] Cough out my fucking gut
[04:05.14] And they playing like it's okay
[04:07.96] I know, I know we gon' be straight
[04:11.17] And you stuck in my dumb brain
[04:12.99] Yeah I know you can't change so I complain
[04:16.28] Said I'm going down the wrong way
[04:18.53] Used to want you talk about a heart ache
[04:21.12] And I never thought we'd part ways
[04:23.88] Tryna' get up outta here without a damn trace
[04:26.09] Slit my wrist I sit in bed
[04:28.90] Shave my head and start again
[04:31.50] I can't help I lost my friends
[04:34.56] Start all over try again
[04:36.83] Stuck inside like where's the end
[04:39.36] They copy me they follow trends
[04:42.02] I boost my self up outta there
[04:44.55] And I'll be gone without a care
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