I Don't Want to Be Sad
๐ต 663 characters
โฑ๏ธ 1:49 duration
๐ ID: 10398453
๐ Lyrics
I'm always so lonely, frustrated, and angry
And I never know if it's my fault
Or if it's just my brain working fucking wrong
Cause I have got problems that I cannot withhold
Cause I have got diseases that I cannot control
And my feelings are at the mercy of my chemical imbalances
And I'm trapped inside the torture of living with bipolar disorder
And I always hate myself more than I hate anyone else
I'll always hate myself before I hate anyone else
Cause I know I have earned it
From years and years of treating myself like shit
And I want to believe that it's not my fault
And I want to believe that I can live a fulfilling life
But I might not
I might not
And I never know if it's my fault
Or if it's just my brain working fucking wrong
Cause I have got problems that I cannot withhold
Cause I have got diseases that I cannot control
And my feelings are at the mercy of my chemical imbalances
And I'm trapped inside the torture of living with bipolar disorder
And I always hate myself more than I hate anyone else
I'll always hate myself before I hate anyone else
Cause I know I have earned it
From years and years of treating myself like shit
And I want to believe that it's not my fault
And I want to believe that I can live a fulfilling life
But I might not
I might not
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.38] I'm always so lonely, frustrated, and angry
[00:06.44] And I never know if it's my fault
[00:08.91] Or if it's just my brain working fucking wrong
[00:16.47] Cause I have got problems that I cannot withhold
[00:21.92] Cause I have got diseases that I cannot control
[00:30.32] And my feelings are at the mercy of my chemical imbalances
[00:42.44] And I'm trapped inside the torture of living with bipolar disorder
[00:50.46] And I always hate myself more than I hate anyone else
[01:01.37] I'll always hate myself before I hate anyone else
[01:06.79] Cause I know I have earned it
[01:11.39] From years and years of treating myself like shit
[01:15.52] And I want to believe that it's not my fault
[01:27.22] And I want to believe that I can live a fulfilling life
[01:36.48] But I might not
[01:38.98] I might not
[01:43.50]
[00:06.44] And I never know if it's my fault
[00:08.91] Or if it's just my brain working fucking wrong
[00:16.47] Cause I have got problems that I cannot withhold
[00:21.92] Cause I have got diseases that I cannot control
[00:30.32] And my feelings are at the mercy of my chemical imbalances
[00:42.44] And I'm trapped inside the torture of living with bipolar disorder
[00:50.46] And I always hate myself more than I hate anyone else
[01:01.37] I'll always hate myself before I hate anyone else
[01:06.79] Cause I know I have earned it
[01:11.39] From years and years of treating myself like shit
[01:15.52] And I want to believe that it's not my fault
[01:27.22] And I want to believe that I can live a fulfilling life
[01:36.48] But I might not
[01:38.98] I might not
[01:43.50]