I'm Okay

Standing right in front of me
You used to be someone for me
Who took all of my energy
And had some infidelities
The real estate inside my head
You took is never coming back
But you said that it wasn't personal

And everytime you lied to me
It's like I didn't want to see
'cause I thought you were beautiful
And beauty doesn't want to be
Mischievous and devious
And set a fire unto us
But you were never beautiful at all

I wasn't fine to begin with
Walked all those lines
to begin with
But you forced me
To work on myself
Because you put me through hell
I guess I should thank you for that

I'm ok
But it was a real close call
It went from a walk to a crawl
Had to tear down the Berlin Wall
I was panicking panicking but
Hey
I guess that I survived you
And that shit was hard to do
I've had every shade of blues
Since I met you

I think that I'm over it
But then I see you out again
Laughing with a group of friends
There he is you're holding hands
Makes me feel pathetic
And a little bit erratic
So I drink till I can't stand

And you know
I won't confront you
Even though that's all
I wanna do
Probably best to just
Ignore it
Both impossible and true

I wasn't fine to begin with
Walked all those lines
to begin with
But you forced me
To work on myself
Because you put me through hell
Thank you for that

I'm ok
But it was a real close call
It went from a walk to a crawl
Had to tear down the Berlin Wall
I was panicking panicking but
Hey
I guess that I survived you
And that shit was hard to do
I've had every shade of blues
Since I met you

She loves me
She loves me not
The petals
hit the floor
And what you get
is what you got
When you can't
pull no more

I'm ok
But it was a real close call
It went from a walk to a crawl
Had to tear down the Berlin Wall
I was panicking panicking but
Hey
I guess that I survived you
And that shit was hard to do
I've had every shade of blues
Since I met you