this is what depression feels like
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โฑ๏ธ 2:47 duration
๐ ID: 10413154
๐ Lyrics
If I'm being honest I'm not okay
Doubled my dosage but the pain won't go away
These couple weeks I haven't felt the same
If I'm being honest I'm not okay
I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady
But my mind's got the best of me
I don't know why I'm still here
Honestly
If you took a peek inside of my brain
You'd find the reasons for all of the blame
Constantly drowning
It won't go away
If I'm being honest I'm not okay
I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady
But my mind's got the best of me
I don't know how to live normally
I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired and I'm not so well
I guess I'm unsteady
'Cause you got the best of me
I hope one day I'll be fine honestly
Doubled my dosage but the pain won't go away
These couple weeks I haven't felt the same
If I'm being honest I'm not okay
I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady
But my mind's got the best of me
I don't know why I'm still here
Honestly
If you took a peek inside of my brain
You'd find the reasons for all of the blame
Constantly drowning
It won't go away
If I'm being honest I'm not okay
I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady
But my mind's got the best of me
I don't know how to live normally
I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired and I'm not so well
I guess I'm unsteady
'Cause you got the best of me
I hope one day I'll be fine honestly
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:07.35] If I'm being honest I'm not okay
[00:14.16] Doubled my dosage but the pain won't go away
[00:20.86] These couple weeks I haven't felt the same
[00:27.35] If I'm being honest I'm not okay
[00:32.26] I don't wanna cry for help
[00:38.82] But I'm getting tired pretending so well
[00:45.59] I thought I was going steady
[00:49.43] But my mind's got the best of me
[00:54.75] I don't know why I'm still here
[00:57.64] Honestly
[01:00.27]
[01:05.78] If you took a peek inside of my brain
[01:12.43] You'd find the reasons for all of the blame
[01:19.12] Constantly drowning
[01:21.44] It won't go away
[01:25.60] If I'm being honest I'm not okay
[01:30.58] I don't wanna cry for help
[01:37.27] But I'm getting tired pretending so well
[01:43.82] I thought I was going steady
[01:47.73] But my mind's got the best of me
[01:53.02] I don't know how to live normally
[01:58.68]
[02:08.91] I don't wanna cry for help
[02:16.69] But I'm getting tired and I'm not so well
[02:24.32] I guess I'm unsteady
[02:29.33] 'Cause you got the best of me
[02:34.67] I hope one day I'll be fine honestly
[02:39.55]
[00:14.16] Doubled my dosage but the pain won't go away
[00:20.86] These couple weeks I haven't felt the same
[00:27.35] If I'm being honest I'm not okay
[00:32.26] I don't wanna cry for help
[00:38.82] But I'm getting tired pretending so well
[00:45.59] I thought I was going steady
[00:49.43] But my mind's got the best of me
[00:54.75] I don't know why I'm still here
[00:57.64] Honestly
[01:00.27]
[01:05.78] If you took a peek inside of my brain
[01:12.43] You'd find the reasons for all of the blame
[01:19.12] Constantly drowning
[01:21.44] It won't go away
[01:25.60] If I'm being honest I'm not okay
[01:30.58] I don't wanna cry for help
[01:37.27] But I'm getting tired pretending so well
[01:43.82] I thought I was going steady
[01:47.73] But my mind's got the best of me
[01:53.02] I don't know how to live normally
[01:58.68]
[02:08.91] I don't wanna cry for help
[02:16.69] But I'm getting tired and I'm not so well
[02:24.32] I guess I'm unsteady
[02:29.33] 'Cause you got the best of me
[02:34.67] I hope one day I'll be fine honestly
[02:39.55]