shoreditch (if ur watching this then im already dead)

If you're watching this, then I'm already dead

My friends informed me I have to go
This night was perfect even if it was quite unusual
I pray to God that
That this feeling is mutual
'Cause you're nothing like the usual
Three weeks later, screamin', cryin'

Best-believe that I'm trying
I'm trying not to cross that line
I'm lying like the last one thousand times
I've lived a thousand lives
Best-believe that I'm trying
I'm trying not to cross that line
I'm lying like the last one thousand times
I've lived a thousand lives

And I already know how you and I will work out
Two kids with a mortgage, bungalow in Shoreditch
Neither of us want that, so I barely talk back
Believe that I'm trying, that I'm trying not to—
And I already know how you and I will work out
Two kids with a mortgage, bungalow in Shoreditch
Neither of us want that, so I barely talk back
Believe that I'm trying, that I'm trying not to cross that line

I love you, but I don't wanna waste away
I love you, and I wish there was another way
But I can't think straight again
And I can't betray my friends
At all, at all, at all
Three weeks later, screamin', cryin'

Best-believe that I'm trying
I'm trying not to cross that line
I'm lying like the last one thousand times
I've lived a thousand lives
Best-believe that I'm trying
I'm trying not to cross that line
I'm lying like the last one thousand times
I've lived a thousand lives

And I already know how you and I will work out
Two kids with a mortgage, bungalow in Shoreditch
Neither of us want that, so I barely talk back
Believe that I'm trying, that I'm trying not to—
And I already know how you and I will work out
Two kids with a mortgage, bungalow in Shoreditch
Neither of us want that, so I barely talk back
Believe that I'm trying, that I'm trying not to cross that line

If you're watching this, then I'm already dead
Wow, just joking, Dr. Stock
So, this is my face