Why Haven't I Died

All of my life
I just been losing my mind
Wondering why, haven't I died
Popping a ritalin
Run off adrenaline
Feeling so mischievous
Hellhound militia the limitless
Gimme a second to meditate
Everyone pissing me off
Manifest blowing up
It could be powering up
I can not wait for the day
Oh I am thundering
Fuck all these enemies
Do not pretend to be close to me
Slashing and suffering
I can not see
Get all that negative out of my peace
Grab on the brass and i'm breaking his teeth
She gon be riding my dick to the beat
Wondering why that yall wanna be me
Pussy boy you never stepping on me
We from the south
Heard that you was running your mouth
How you gon talk when your tongue coming out
Baroness on me the voodoo come out
Come up and talk to me now
I need some molly to rock shit
Catching me up in the mosh pit
Hitting that bitch with a drop kick
I'm feeling toxic
Why am I
Sipping the cyanide
Spreading the genocide
Nothing feels like i'm losing my mind
Ready to die
Look in my eyes, there's nothing to see
Why don't you just come to the dungeon with me
Chains and the whips are exciting to me
Succubus roaming now follow me
All of the truth will amount
Fuck all the hating and i'm not pulling out
Calling and yelling she loving it now
Hope she not fucking me just for the clout