Attempt #2

I'm trying to fall in love with you
And it's stupid for me to think that you'd wanna do the same too
So I will fantasize
About every plausible reality
And doubt will consume me

I really wanna see you the moment that I do wake up
But I know that's the result of a reawakened teenage view on love
I barely know you, yeah I never do
But I'd really like to, if you'd let me through

Dude, you know that I am just a ghost
Of a shitty past self that I hope you never have to know
It's cool though, it's whatever, if you just want to be friends
Sex was never the measure of the deepness of a connection
But really man, it's fine
Just thought it would be cool to be stupid together
It's just an adolescent crush and I've already said too much

Infatuation is a prison
But I am my own warden
I will keep myself in check
So one day I can be released on good behavior