Deserve Me
π΅ 1977 characters
β±οΈ 4:24 duration
π ID: 10473205
π Lyrics
And it happens again
A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
As though in slow motion, you wind up again
When did this become so normal and do I deserve this?
When I met you in high school, I felt overwhelmed
At getting attention for the first time, it sounds
Like a pitiful clichΓ©, a lame kiss-and-tell
But the story takes twists and I can tell it myself
I always adored you, the way you'd stand up
For yourself and for me, but I couldn't handle
The tempers and tantrums you'd throw at random
Told myself it was my fault, 'cause I couldn't man up
And that was the last time, I said and I said
And it happens again
A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
As though in slow motion, you wind up again
When did this become so normal and do I deserve this?
We laid out in your backyard naming every star we saw
Back when both your hands were gentle and your speaking voice was soft
You joked that Romans made up constellations on the spot
And I believe that even Grecians beat me at connecting dots
'Cause for every side you showed me, I'd soften or I'd try
To justify with reasons pleading for you in my mind
I only see you sweetly when I see the stars at night
Leave it to the only person that could ruin half the sky
I just want to tell her I miss my best friend
And it happens again
A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
As though in slow motion, you wind up again
When did this become so normal?
A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
As though in slow motion, you wind up again
What do I deserve?
I'm finally ready to admit this wasn't my fault
To learn that love does not exist when I feel this small
And I can count on one hand the times you made me feel worthy
I can count on one finger to say you don't deserve me
No, you don't deserve me
No, you don't deserve
I just want to tell her I miss my best friend
A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
As though in slow motion, you wind up again
When did this become so normal and do I deserve this?
When I met you in high school, I felt overwhelmed
At getting attention for the first time, it sounds
Like a pitiful clichΓ©, a lame kiss-and-tell
But the story takes twists and I can tell it myself
I always adored you, the way you'd stand up
For yourself and for me, but I couldn't handle
The tempers and tantrums you'd throw at random
Told myself it was my fault, 'cause I couldn't man up
And that was the last time, I said and I said
And it happens again
A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
As though in slow motion, you wind up again
When did this become so normal and do I deserve this?
We laid out in your backyard naming every star we saw
Back when both your hands were gentle and your speaking voice was soft
You joked that Romans made up constellations on the spot
And I believe that even Grecians beat me at connecting dots
'Cause for every side you showed me, I'd soften or I'd try
To justify with reasons pleading for you in my mind
I only see you sweetly when I see the stars at night
Leave it to the only person that could ruin half the sky
I just want to tell her I miss my best friend
And it happens again
A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
As though in slow motion, you wind up again
When did this become so normal?
A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
As though in slow motion, you wind up again
What do I deserve?
I'm finally ready to admit this wasn't my fault
To learn that love does not exist when I feel this small
And I can count on one hand the times you made me feel worthy
I can count on one finger to say you don't deserve me
No, you don't deserve me
No, you don't deserve
I just want to tell her I miss my best friend
β±οΈ Synced Lyrics
[00:03.54] And it happens again
[00:10.79] A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
[00:15.87] A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
[00:20.88] As though in slow motion, you wind up again
[00:25.18] When did this become so normal and do I deserve this?
[00:35.31] When I met you in high school, I felt overwhelmed
[00:40.33] At getting attention for the first time, it sounds
[00:44.87] Like a pitiful clichΓ©, a lame kiss-and-tell
[00:49.86] But the story takes twists and I can tell it myself
[00:55.16] I always adored you, the way you'd stand up
[00:59.31] For yourself and for me, but I couldn't handle
[01:05.04] The tempers and tantrums you'd throw at random
[01:09.32] Told myself it was my fault, 'cause I couldn't man up
[01:14.67] And that was the last time, I said and I said
[01:22.01] And it happens again
[01:24.55] A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
[01:29.48] A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
[01:34.23] As though in slow motion, you wind up again
[01:38.59] When did this become so normal and do I deserve this?
[01:43.07]
[02:03.05] We laid out in your backyard naming every star we saw
[02:07.06] Back when both your hands were gentle and your speaking voice was soft
[02:12.12] You joked that Romans made up constellations on the spot
[02:16.68] And I believe that even Grecians beat me at connecting dots
[02:21.48] 'Cause for every side you showed me, I'd soften or I'd try
[02:26.79] To justify with reasons pleading for you in my mind
[02:31.51] I only see you sweetly when I see the stars at night
[02:36.20] Leave it to the only person that could ruin half the sky
[02:42.92] I just want to tell her I miss my best friend
[02:50.19] And it happens again
[02:52.86] A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
[02:57.52] A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
[03:02.33] As though in slow motion, you wind up again
[03:06.85] When did this become so normal?
[03:12.10] A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
[03:17.11] A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
[03:21.94] As though in slow motion, you wind up again
[03:26.40] What do I deserve?
[03:31.04] I'm finally ready to admit this wasn't my fault
[03:35.92] To learn that love does not exist when I feel this small
[03:41.07] And I can count on one hand the times you made me feel worthy
[03:46.01] I can count on one finger to say you don't deserve me
[03:53.53] No, you don't deserve me
[03:58.82] No, you don't deserve
[04:11.03] I just want to tell her I miss my best friend
[04:16.31]
[00:10.79] A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
[00:15.87] A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
[00:20.88] As though in slow motion, you wind up again
[00:25.18] When did this become so normal and do I deserve this?
[00:35.31] When I met you in high school, I felt overwhelmed
[00:40.33] At getting attention for the first time, it sounds
[00:44.87] Like a pitiful clichΓ©, a lame kiss-and-tell
[00:49.86] But the story takes twists and I can tell it myself
[00:55.16] I always adored you, the way you'd stand up
[00:59.31] For yourself and for me, but I couldn't handle
[01:05.04] The tempers and tantrums you'd throw at random
[01:09.32] Told myself it was my fault, 'cause I couldn't man up
[01:14.67] And that was the last time, I said and I said
[01:22.01] And it happens again
[01:24.55] A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
[01:29.48] A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
[01:34.23] As though in slow motion, you wind up again
[01:38.59] When did this become so normal and do I deserve this?
[01:43.07]
[02:03.05] We laid out in your backyard naming every star we saw
[02:07.06] Back when both your hands were gentle and your speaking voice was soft
[02:12.12] You joked that Romans made up constellations on the spot
[02:16.68] And I believe that even Grecians beat me at connecting dots
[02:21.48] 'Cause for every side you showed me, I'd soften or I'd try
[02:26.79] To justify with reasons pleading for you in my mind
[02:31.51] I only see you sweetly when I see the stars at night
[02:36.20] Leave it to the only person that could ruin half the sky
[02:42.92] I just want to tell her I miss my best friend
[02:50.19] And it happens again
[02:52.86] A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
[02:57.52] A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
[03:02.33] As though in slow motion, you wind up again
[03:06.85] When did this become so normal?
[03:12.10] A cross to my shoulder, a jab to my chest
[03:17.11] A kick to my ego, a lack of defense
[03:21.94] As though in slow motion, you wind up again
[03:26.40] What do I deserve?
[03:31.04] I'm finally ready to admit this wasn't my fault
[03:35.92] To learn that love does not exist when I feel this small
[03:41.07] And I can count on one hand the times you made me feel worthy
[03:46.01] I can count on one finger to say you don't deserve me
[03:53.53] No, you don't deserve me
[03:58.82] No, you don't deserve
[04:11.03] I just want to tell her I miss my best friend
[04:16.31]