Gender Bronoun

what is unstable
and what is real
this is a question that i ask myself on a daily basis
are my emotions genuine
or are they just the result of my neural passages sending my chemicals back and forth
oh, back and forth
who am i
is it that guy
the one that's standing there smiling
staring a stranger in the eye
who am i
is it that guy
lying in bed for the third night in a row
saying he wants to die
who am i
who am i
who am i
who am i
'cause i'm caught in between two completely separate identities
who can't agree on anything
'cause i'm caught in between two completely separate identities
and i can't even decide on which one's me
no, i can't even decide on which one's me
no, i can't even decide on which one's me