Ressentiment (Hamartia)
๐ต 672 characters
โฑ๏ธ 2:00 duration
๐ ID: 10473353
๐ Lyrics
Wake up, what am I to do today
How do I fill the hours of a life
Where I don't feel capable of doing anything at all
Wake up, how am I to feel today
How do I escape the agonizing narratives
That kept me up til sunrise
I stare into the eyes of a distant hope and it says Hold On
I cant control the world, I can only control if I hold on
Everything, it hurts right now, but I need to, I need to
I need to hold on
Wake up, I am useless
That is all you want from me, to dissolve completely into
Nothingness, nothing at all
And I know that this is no better
Breaking rules, attempts to feel less scattered
Opposite directions take me
I never learned to learn without failing
How do I fill the hours of a life
Where I don't feel capable of doing anything at all
Wake up, how am I to feel today
How do I escape the agonizing narratives
That kept me up til sunrise
I stare into the eyes of a distant hope and it says Hold On
I cant control the world, I can only control if I hold on
Everything, it hurts right now, but I need to, I need to
I need to hold on
Wake up, I am useless
That is all you want from me, to dissolve completely into
Nothingness, nothing at all
And I know that this is no better
Breaking rules, attempts to feel less scattered
Opposite directions take me
I never learned to learn without failing
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:04.97] Wake up, what am I to do today
[00:09.49] How do I fill the hours of a life
[00:12.48] Where I don't feel capable of doing anything at all
[00:24.52] Wake up, how am I to feel today
[00:28.72] How do I escape the agonizing narratives
[00:32.78] That kept me up til sunrise
[00:43.58] I stare into the eyes of a distant hope and it says Hold On
[00:53.00] I cant control the world, I can only control if I hold on
[01:03.00] Everything, it hurts right now, but I need to, I need to
[01:10.16] I need to hold on
[01:17.13] Wake up, I am useless
[01:21.27] That is all you want from me, to dissolve completely into
[01:27.02] Nothingness, nothing at all
[01:35.45] And I know that this is no better
[01:40.45] Breaking rules, attempts to feel less scattered
[01:45.28] Opposite directions take me
[01:49.57] I never learned to learn without failing
[01:53.76]
[00:09.49] How do I fill the hours of a life
[00:12.48] Where I don't feel capable of doing anything at all
[00:24.52] Wake up, how am I to feel today
[00:28.72] How do I escape the agonizing narratives
[00:32.78] That kept me up til sunrise
[00:43.58] I stare into the eyes of a distant hope and it says Hold On
[00:53.00] I cant control the world, I can only control if I hold on
[01:03.00] Everything, it hurts right now, but I need to, I need to
[01:10.16] I need to hold on
[01:17.13] Wake up, I am useless
[01:21.27] That is all you want from me, to dissolve completely into
[01:27.02] Nothingness, nothing at all
[01:35.45] And I know that this is no better
[01:40.45] Breaking rules, attempts to feel less scattered
[01:45.28] Opposite directions take me
[01:49.57] I never learned to learn without failing
[01:53.76]