forever

I hate when you crash
I'm sorry you have felt like that
You idolize everything I am
But you don't care where I've been-
I hate who I am
You don't seem to understand
Do you see me just like that?
But do you know that I just can't?

Fighting against myself until the party ends
It's not good for my health but it makes me understand
Tell me am I dying? cause I don't feel alive
Baby I've been gone and I've been working 9-5
Crying in my bedroom I don't wanna lose my life but I keep wasting it away and it's going by so fast

I hate when you crash
I'm sorry you have felt like that
You idolize everything I am
But you don't care where I've been-
I hate who I am
You don't seem to understand
Do you see me just like that?
But do you know that I just can't?

Take any more of this
A new season and a new best friend
I feel so bad, I don't want to lose this
Cause I'm in love with who she is
I'll push everything that grew
On my chest and let you through
And no i don't feel deja vu
When I know I love you