Halved at Birth

[00:24.92] In the mourning
[00:26.99] The light dissolves and fades into the self
[00:30.53] So I'm forming
[00:32.52] A picture perfect façade of mental health
[00:36.28] It's nostalgia as a sunk cost
[00:41.99] Bringing you up from the bottom
[00:44.50] Just in time to let you go
[00:48.11] I'm giving you up for good
[00:53.72] And banking on my future self for sure
[00:59.32] Long misunderstood
[01:05.00] I'm betting on myself and closing the door
[01:22.89] So I say I could be better off this way
[01:28.46] Sow from reaping the benefits engaged
[01:35.76] That selfless tact
[01:38.34] Underneath the mask
[01:41.41] Reveals as scheming
[01:46.97] A selfish act
[01:48.91] To manipulate the past
[01:52.32] And stop the seed from growing
[01:55.14] Stop our story's ending
[01:57.94] To prop up new beginnings
[02:00.71] But nothing's never ending
[02:03.65] Nothing's never ending
[02:06.48] Nothing's never ending
[02:09.23] I'm giving you up for good
[02:14.96] And banking on my future self for sure
[02:20.45] Long misunderstood
[02:26.20] I'm betting on myself and closing the door
[02:37.92] Searching for an excuse
[02:43.46] 'Cause in the end we refuse
[02:51.77] To move on or grow up
[03:03.55] I've got to give you up for good
[03:07.86] Bet on a future that my better half would
[03:13.80] So-
[03:18.97] So long
[03:24.73] Sayonara
[03:36.50] Doctor said I have to do what's best for myself
[03:38.97] So I'll form a picture perfect façade of my mental health
[03:42.35] That misery is misleading
[03:45.22] In 6 months I'll see you again
[03:47.80] Doctor said I have to do what's best for myself
[03:50.25] So I'll form a picture perfect façade of my mental health
[03:53.51] That misery is misleading
[03:56.47] In 6 years I'll see you again
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