Treadmill

I tried to give myself a reason to quit
But still I'm here singing these songs
About how everything goes wrong
And it's a habit but I'm trying my best
To kick it out
Sick of this chase
Spend my life always stuck in place

The only thing that keeps me going is her
I always fuck it up I swear I'm the worst
I'll be the drugs and baby girl is the cure
We're 50-50 if we make it all work

Here way too deep this time
Holding out for hope
Or drift a word to stay afloat
Here way too deep this time
Not what I imagined
Can't rely on second chances

Looked for a wedding ring
Swore she was the one
Put that on everything
The worst part's giving up
I had to get away
Hopped a train
Toke to alleviate the panic
Let her go I wasn't ready
Now her boyfriend's my old friend Eddy

The only thing that keeps me going is her
I always fuck it up I swear I'm the worst
I'll be the drugs and babygirl is the cure
We're 50-50 if we make it all work

Here way too deep this time
Holding out for hope
Or drift a word to stay afloat
Here way too deep this time
Not what I imagined
Can't rely on second chances