now the rain comes

I was scared when you looked at me
I'd forgotten what it feels like to have someone like me
I wanted to make you a playlist but I didn't know where to start
I'd forgotten what it feels like to show someone my heart
I don't know the right words to say
I think I'll sleep away the day
I liked it when you said my name
It somehow made me feel real again
I'll crawl back into bed and dream of better days
I'm the one who's only nice to watch from far away
I was so sure it wouldn't work out
But I was so sure that it would