Lies I've told myself since you left

[00:25.66] I'm doing so good on my own
[00:28.79] I don't even check my phone, no more
[00:33.77] And I wouldn't answer if you called
[00:37.80] Who knew I loved being alone
[00:40.84] Wish you could see how much I've grown
[00:45.41] But I don't mind if you don't care at all
[00:49.62] I'm staying out of trouble
[00:52.60] But I miss sending double text
[00:55.71] Explaining why my brain just
[00:58.23] Processes everything wrong
[01:01.80] I don't miss your subtle jokes
[01:04.93] And I don't miss your cuddles
[01:08.05] I don't miss how he knew
[01:10.30] All the words to the same songs
[01:14.71]
[01:25.63] I miss the crying on the phone
[01:28.82] I miss the times that I had flown
[01:31.95] Across the country to make you happy
[01:35.13] But I know that you don't
[01:37.76] I'm good at getting out of bed
[01:40.91] I've found some peace inside my head
[01:44.09] No more blood will be shed
[01:46.65] 'Cause I'll just talk it out instead
[01:49.68] Dear God, I fucking love myself
[01:52.59] So proud of my own mental health
[01:55.86] I've just been adding to my wealth
[01:58.74] And there's no pain to be felt
[02:01.85] I'm just lying to myself
[02:04.75] It's all I do since you left
[02:07.65] I'd give up everything if
[02:10.19] I could have you back instead
[02:13.64] I've just being lying to myself
[02:16.72] It's all I've done since you left
[02:19.88] You were my everything now
[02:22.63] I'm just by myself and out of breath
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