not enough

I'm back in this bitch, yeah, I'm tearin' shit up
I got the crap, they movin' from the bank, to the front
If you disrespecting me, you get lit up like a blunt
Yeah, I know I'm underrated and that it's all that I bite
Dress in the life, got me shit out of lives
No matter what I do, it's still feels like it's not enough
No matter what I do, it's still feels like it's not enough
It's not the pain, it's on your teeth, like disinfect it I cut it
A hyperactive mothafucka, that's my ice smoking the cut
I don't know if it's my upbringing, but just what's in my blood
She don't really like me, she just want me all up in her guts
Feed me all these lies, just watch her go and leave me in the dust, ay
Wait, they can buy my mind and I'm [?] mental's, not the best
Runnin' through my mind, it's all these thoughts 'cause I'm depressed
What the fuck you expect? I'm lost, and I'm almost obsessed
I constantly feel upset, 'cause the stupid thoughts in my head
Listen to me, you sound, what you need
Got my wrist and then I'll bleed (Wait)
Fuck my friends, they always leave
Never mind, I see front of the mirror, I don't wanna see
Stupid visions of people, I'm thinking that I wanna be
Constant talkin', the voices I hear are makin' fun of me
Slide the void in my mind and I hate it, I don't wanna think (Wait)
I don't wanna think, yeah, I don't wanna think
Uh, I don't wanna-